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[Sep 02 19] been a really whirlwind period for me.. but i'm really thankful to the friends who've always helped me direct myself back to Jesus:) children. they're the most beautiful thing on earth :) such innocence, such pure joy. such pure hurt, too. such truth, honesty. society kills them. social norms. peer pressure. insecurities. society. portrays skinny women as beautiful men with hot bodies as great catches. children. bubbly. bouncy. cute.   society kills these kids in Singapore. children. starved, malnourished. discoloured hair. diseased. society. uneducated. children. HIV positive. TB. malnourished. worms in digestive tracts. all these preventable diseases. society. traditional children. girls are treated like dirt. society. children. society children. society kills these kids all over the world. this is what im gonna work for. these children all over the world. and in singapore. lead me, and i'll follow. Jesus place my life where you want it to be.:) 02september2009 we'll see in 10 years:) float away

[Nov 21 09] in the midst of all the ministries and all, i think i've lost God. or rather, i've let go of God. time to rediscover:) how to, i don't know!! thinking of dropping, but see how God leads:) float away

[Nov 19 09] after 6 locked posts i decided to post a public one! haha! this week's taught me polarity :P HAHA. it's been fun! crazy! but also stupid and slow and draggy. haha! but it's been a good week:) tomorrow's time to think futuristically! anyway yesterday night stayed over at ernest's house. to watch futuristic movies! so before that we went to buy cds to watch. then i picked out 12 monkeys and sky captain and the something of tomorrow thinking it was FUTURISTIC. then when we got to the house and we played it and it showed what lousy quality. they were like. duh, it's a 199+ movie. HAHA. then i was like why didn't you tell me! so we ended up just watching i robot + star wars 1 & 3. WATCHING MOVIES IS SUPER TIRING. haha. and played cards. went to sleep, woke up mid of night. couldn't really sleep, mind kinda filled. haha. so to empty it i slept on my side in the hope that everything would exit by my ear :P KIDDING. cell dress up day on saturday! i'm kinda glad not to be there actually HAHA. i don't mind looking retarded, but the PHOTOS i dread like crazyy. hate photos man! but yeah i'd love to see c3 dress up as typical stmargs i mean typical nerds right jayna tan. aiya but actually dunmanhigh can also fit the "nerd" theme, just couldn't get enough of dhs uniforms in time!! HAHA. i'm looking forward to next mon!:) i'm glad i won't be expected to taste my own cooking... right? haha. k that's all!:) till the next public post HAHA. jae. float away

[Nov 09 09] to all those out there who seek acceptance and true love, turn to Jesus:) Jesus loves you this i know, for the Bible tells me so little ones to Him belong, we are weak but He is strong. yes, Jesus loves me yes, Jesus loves me. yes, Jesus loves me, for the Bible tells me so :) float away

[Nov 04 09] never realised keeping a smile was so tiring never knew listening was so draining never knew people could change never understood what friendship was never understood what trusting was never felt so lost never felt so dead i stand and worship You, and all goes away but when i look at people again, people i love, people i know, people i knew. when i think of them i don't know what to do float away

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